Goodbye
Velvety red and coating my wrist.
My eyes shut, my hands in a fist.
Holding back the screams of pain and hate.
no one can save me. Everyone's too late.
I'm already dying, sooner than I should.
You didn't try to help me. Nobody would.
Not that you could, even if you tried.
So with effortless hate, I was left here and died.
You may someday find me, but I won't be claimed.
So in a bloody pile, I will remain.
No tears will fall and as the years pass,
I'll forever be forgotten. Just a part of the past.
My eyes shut, my hands in a fist.
Holding back the screams of pain and hate.
no one can save me. Everyone's too late.
I'm already dying, sooner than I should.
You didn't try to help me. Nobody would.
Not that you could, even if you tried.
So with effortless hate, I was left here and died.
You may someday find me, but I won't be claimed.
So in a bloody pile, I will remain.
No tears will fall and as the years pass,
I'll forever be forgotten. Just a part of the past.
My Dead, Broken Heart
My heart will stay broken, my soul will stay dead
until he says "I love you" again
My eyes will still drip, the rain will still pore
until I live my life, no more.
His touch kept me sane, his voice held my breath
and now I have memories I wish I'd forget.
I'll always feel this pain and never again feel his kiss.
I never would have thought it'd be him I would miss.
But, my soul has been shattered and I can't find the parts
to stitch back together... My dead, broken heart.
until he says "I love you" again
My eyes will still drip, the rain will still pore
until I live my life, no more.
His touch kept me sane, his voice held my breath
and now I have memories I wish I'd forget.
I'll always feel this pain and never again feel his kiss.
I never would have thought it'd be him I would miss.
But, my soul has been shattered and I can't find the parts
to stitch back together... My dead, broken heart.
All Your Fault
Hug me and kiss my head,
tell me that you love me again.
Wrap your arms around my waste,
take your love and make it replace
all the hate and sorrow I feel,
make the pain, no longer, be real.
I didn't mean to cut my skin.
I never meant to get so thin,
but you left me here all alone
you wouldn't even answer your phone!
You ran away and left my world!
Now I'm just that stupid, broken girl.
The one that everyone disses
and nobody misses.
You left me to rot and die,
to be left behind!
I'm with nobody's tears and nobody's cares.
Nobody's here and nobody's there...
I'm alone and it's all your fault.
tell me that you love me again.
Wrap your arms around my waste,
take your love and make it replace
all the hate and sorrow I feel,
make the pain, no longer, be real.
I didn't mean to cut my skin.
I never meant to get so thin,
but you left me here all alone
you wouldn't even answer your phone!
You ran away and left my world!
Now I'm just that stupid, broken girl.
The one that everyone disses
and nobody misses.
You left me to rot and die,
to be left behind!
I'm with nobody's tears and nobody's cares.
Nobody's here and nobody's there...
I'm alone and it's all your fault.
All My Fault
Crying and cutting and screaming out.
Trying to forget about
all the lies the stories the pain.
My heart and head, your favorite game.
Everything was my fault. I can't blame you.
I feel so empty , broken and used.
You told me you loved me, but it wasn't true.
It was only a lie to make me love you.
You took my heart. No. I gave it to you.
So I guess it really was my fault.
Trying to forget about
all the lies the stories the pain.
My heart and head, your favorite game.
Everything was my fault. I can't blame you.
I feel so empty , broken and used.
You told me you loved me, but it wasn't true.
It was only a lie to make me love you.
You took my heart. No. I gave it to you.
So I guess it really was my fault.
Die
I'm broken through and shattered down
Pieces of my heart all over the ground
Your name screaming inside of my head
Cutting and bleeding, I'm better off dead
Than forced to live and make another die
I'm ready to leave my heart behind
To stop it's beating, To hold my breath
Leave my memories, No more regrets
Dig me a hole, call it my grave
On it you'll write, "Anything but brave,
Breaker of hearts, Sinner of love,
Satanic angel, Not sent from above"
Curse my name, save your soul
My heart is not made up of gold
Cold, Alone, is my poor broken heart.
Remembering how many I've ripped apart,
A tear falls down my broken face
Knowing my love cannot be replaced
With something so simple, something impure
Now I am dead, of that i am sure
Don't feel much different still feel the same
The end finally reached me, i stay still today.
Pieces of my heart all over the ground
Your name screaming inside of my head
Cutting and bleeding, I'm better off dead
Than forced to live and make another die
I'm ready to leave my heart behind
To stop it's beating, To hold my breath
Leave my memories, No more regrets
Dig me a hole, call it my grave
On it you'll write, "Anything but brave,
Breaker of hearts, Sinner of love,
Satanic angel, Not sent from above"
Curse my name, save your soul
My heart is not made up of gold
Cold, Alone, is my poor broken heart.
Remembering how many I've ripped apart,
A tear falls down my broken face
Knowing my love cannot be replaced
With something so simple, something impure
Now I am dead, of that i am sure
Don't feel much different still feel the same
The end finally reached me, i stay still today.
Broken Soul
Slit my wrist, squeeze my throat.
My heart throbbing making me choke.
Ready to die and end this pain.
I've made my decision, it's over today!
It's time for me to say my goodbye to the world.
But, no one cares about this stupid girl
who cries herself to sleep at night,
who's ready to forfeit the most important fight.
A girl who's nothing to her own minds.
I'm that girl and those thoughts are mine!
They scream I'm useless and I'm sure it's true.
Razor meets skin. Blood turns red from blue.
It pores from my veins, quickly and nice.
I can feel myself dying. My hands cold as ice.
Goodbye to this world once so cruel.
Now, with this blade, I finally have a soul.
My heart throbbing making me choke.
Ready to die and end this pain.
I've made my decision, it's over today!
It's time for me to say my goodbye to the world.
But, no one cares about this stupid girl
who cries herself to sleep at night,
who's ready to forfeit the most important fight.
A girl who's nothing to her own minds.
I'm that girl and those thoughts are mine!
They scream I'm useless and I'm sure it's true.
Razor meets skin. Blood turns red from blue.
It pores from my veins, quickly and nice.
I can feel myself dying. My hands cold as ice.
Goodbye to this world once so cruel.
Now, with this blade, I finally have a soul.
Forget
Our hearts been broken with no point in a fix.
Our two stupid selves are a stupid mix.
Love for you, I feel so strong.
But, love from you, just feels so wrong.
You lie and you cheat and you toy with my heart.
It's time now, for our final depart.
It's kinda your fault, why couldn't you see
all those horrible things you did to me?
Every time I trust you, every time I'm your friend,
you start your same crap over again!
Leave me alone! I'm done saying goodbye.
Tired of the heartbreak. The cheating. The lies!
Stop saying you love me. It's a lie! It's fake!
Always believing, my biggest mistake.
You always kept saying, "If you want I can go"
I always repeated the same answer, "No!"
But, now I know it's what I want and it's best.
I just wish I'd forget you and could finally rest...
Our two stupid selves are a stupid mix.
Love for you, I feel so strong.
But, love from you, just feels so wrong.
You lie and you cheat and you toy with my heart.
It's time now, for our final depart.
It's kinda your fault, why couldn't you see
all those horrible things you did to me?
Every time I trust you, every time I'm your friend,
you start your same crap over again!
Leave me alone! I'm done saying goodbye.
Tired of the heartbreak. The cheating. The lies!
Stop saying you love me. It's a lie! It's fake!
Always believing, my biggest mistake.
You always kept saying, "If you want I can go"
I always repeated the same answer, "No!"
But, now I know it's what I want and it's best.
I just wish I'd forget you and could finally rest...
Dark Lit Love
Sitting alone in the dark surrounded by these four walls.
The only thing that I can see is the glowing eyes of dolls.
Oh, the amazing pain of the blood on my wrist.
My eyes are soaked; my hands in a fist.
I'm screaming your name and wanting your touch.
Crying again and bleeding too much.
Love me?... Hate me?... Make up your mind!
Do you really like seeing me break down and cry?
My arms have been cut, because I love you
and I'll continue, because you don't love me too.
I'm ready to die and free myself of your grasp,
leave this world and escape at last.
I grabbed my chest and chose a knife,
with paper and pen wrote, "you are my life"
Deep goes the blade, I no longer feel pain.
And this poems ends... With me going insane.
The only thing that I can see is the glowing eyes of dolls.
Oh, the amazing pain of the blood on my wrist.
My eyes are soaked; my hands in a fist.
I'm screaming your name and wanting your touch.
Crying again and bleeding too much.
Love me?... Hate me?... Make up your mind!
Do you really like seeing me break down and cry?
My arms have been cut, because I love you
and I'll continue, because you don't love me too.
I'm ready to die and free myself of your grasp,
leave this world and escape at last.
I grabbed my chest and chose a knife,
with paper and pen wrote, "you are my life"
Deep goes the blade, I no longer feel pain.
And this poems ends... With me going insane.
Welcome the Darkness
Darkness flows around me,
it envelopes my entire being
and shadows all trace of light around me...
All trace of hope.
I'm surrounded by a souless twilight
that seems utterly eternal...
And I welcome it.
it envelopes my entire being
and shadows all trace of light around me...
All trace of hope.
I'm surrounded by a souless twilight
that seems utterly eternal...
And I welcome it.